I was force to use xanga for today ... it is totally hard for me to sign in to blogger ... and the internet line here is very bad ... haiz~
Today i read someone blog ... he said about his childhood ... hmm ... this make me recall every things that happen during i am just a little boy ...i still remember when i was small , my mum is very strict to my sisters and me ... but for my dad , he dont care about me at all ... i very envy my little cousin ... i see the love that comes from his dad to him ... how about me ??? i never feel it at all until i am now 18 years old ... i still can remember when i was 4 years old , my dad have another woman outside and my mum run away from home ... but how my mum came back i dont know ... and during when i was kindergarten , i think 5 years old , one night , i dunno what happen , suddenly my dad cane me ... he cane me without any reason ... and more ... and now , even my bike i need to buy it myself ... i wanna further my study to college , he said that he cant afford ... my sis is still in college too ... so i need to came out to look for a job ... so guys , u guys got the chance to study , do ur best ... i dont know when i will have chance to go for my chef or pastry course ... perhaps , no chance ... i need to work ...
Tomorrow i will leave my hometown to some other place to work ... the second time i leave my hometown to other places for work ... now , i am still waiting the news from my god mum ... my next destination to work is australia ... i need to help my sis to further her study to UK ... no choice since i have a dad that not responsible for his family ... his salary a month is over rm5000 ... why cant he afford this afford that ... even now, the bill at home need to pay by my mum ... hate him ...
i think i will shift this post to my blogger ... kinda tired today ... i dunno what shit i am writting today ... so betrer stop now ...
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